SOUL to SOUL
I CAN’T MOVE
It’s easier to pray in crisis
clearer who’s the wisest
otherwise I cling to sorted notions
even though I sing I'm just going through the motions
I listen better, when I shut up
bless the sky a lot of space there, in between the stars
bless the moon I see your face there
talking to my heart, pulling me together
when I come apart, reminding its weather
only weather, and that can change
SO MANY TIMES
I'VE BEEN STOPPED IN MY TRACKS
CEMENTED IN MY SHOES
SO MANY TIMES
I'M PUSHIN YOU BACK
AND I CAN'T MOVE
when the rug's pulled under
my heart it beats like thunder
that's when I see all I take for granted
and then I plead my prayer is recanted
I only want, what you want
SO MANY TIMES...
I hear what I need
from my knees
when I pray
humbly
SO MANY TIMES...
LIFE IS SHORT
It hits me from behind
Out of nowhere and reminds me
this won’t last
it goes by fast
I forget this every time
despite it clocks unwind
Life is short
yah life is short
I REMEMBER IT WAY TOO LATE
THEN IT'S GONE CUZ IT WONT WAIT
LIFE IS SHORT
IT WON’T WAIT
I still feel like the night is young
And the morning is yet to come
If I’m lying to myself again
Don’t tell me
Cuz there’s hope in my heart
And if luck would play a part
I would finally accept the past
Because it all makes sense to me at last
I REMEMBER...
I forget this every time
Despite it clocks still wind
I REMEMBER...
THE ANSWERS
learning to say no
learning to breathe
I run before I walk, before I'm me
learning to decide
learning to know
I speak before I think, before I see
THE ANSWERS I ALLOW
TO SURFACE SOMEHOW
I TRUST YOU BECAUSE I TRUST ME
EVEN THOUGH I'M SCARED
I want to feel
I want to scream
let this rage flow through me so I'm free
I want to love
I want to dream
all that God intended this to be
THE ANSWERS...
in all that’s remaining
what’s left over after, over after all we've been through
I’m not complaining
it’s just late and I worry, late and I worry about you
we learned the harder way
so much that I'd do over
if I could
I’m not complaining
it’s just late and I worry, late and I worry about you
THE ANSWERS...
ITS A TRICK
turn the leaf
it is tired of layin’ there
it's my belief
that it's ready to blow away
all it needs something strong
to give a little push
it's not weak, I was wrong
it's not about to crumble
I WONT FOLLOW YOU
IT'S A TRICK JUST TO GET ME TO
I'M NOT
I'VE DONE ALL YOU WANT ME TO FOREVER
THIS HAS GOTTA STOP
underneath
lies the gravel we walk on
it hurts our feet
and the path is worn out
but there is strength below the ground
to the center
we're not alone, I have found
those who've been there
I WONT FOLLOW YOU
IT'S A TRICK JUST TO GET ME TO
I'M NOT
I'VE DONE ALL YOU WANT ME TO FOREVER
THIS HAS GOTTA STOP
I WONT FOLLOW YOU
IT'S A TRICK JUST TO GET ME TO
AND I'M NOT
I'M NOT
THIS HAS GOTTA STOP
ANGELS
I open up the curtain wide
I was looking through my fingers before
And now I, wanna hide
I guess it was a bad idea
Now I’m under a rock with my face in the cabinet
Nosing around for something I can drink to forget
What I remember
Yet another bad idea
OH I KNOW, THAT I DON’T KNOW
AT LEAST I'M SURE OF THIS, I KNOW
THAT I DON’T KNOW
AT LEAST I AM SURE OF THIS
I see your shoes under the table
I drop down to my knees and I cry
And get up only when I am able
Is this normal behavior
When you lose someone you and your heart is breaking
Asking the question, why is God taking them
I’m not used to misplacing someone I love
Is this normal behavior
OH I KNOW...
Angels have strange timing
They have a way of flying
And they walk beside me
I never know quite who they may be
OH I KNOW...
TELL YOU I'M FINE
roll away the stone
roll away
the weight is heavy on your soul
tears that you shed
water down
but it's wrong to forget
OH I LIE TO YOU
OH I LIE TO YOU
AND TELL YOU I'M FINE
cut a little piece out
it's no good
devouring the rest of
and a jealous kiss
I'm feelin' this
heaven knows I'm always sharing
OH I LIE...
oh I pray to thee longer
make my heart stronger
take away this greed
oh I pray to thee longer
make my heart stronger
teach me just what I need
oh I pray to thee longer
make my heart stronger
help me I don't want to leave
OH I LIE...
SAY IT NOW
I look into his eyes
And count the lines
On his face I see them
And everyone is, everyone is
Every one’s a year he can’t replace
I call him up on the telephone
He says hello I’ll put your mother on
Nothin' but idle words to make the conversation linger on
As we wait for her I can hear the distance in his voice
I hear it as we wait for her
Then he got sick
But didn’t die
We got the chance to sit at the table, kitchen table again
I listen to his stories and I remember every word
I know this is extra time, I have him in this world
I’m a lucky girl
SOUL TO SOUL, CHILD TO CHILD
IN THIS EARTHLY ROOM
SOUL TO SOUL, CHILD TO CHILD
YAH WE KNOW IT COULD BE SOON
SAY IT NOW
SOUL TO SOUL, CHILD TO CHILD
IN THIS EARTHLY ROOM
SOUL TO SOUL, CHILD TO CHILD
YAH WE KNOW IT COULD BE SOON
SAY IT NOW, SAY IT NOW...
HOME
I try to be here now
but it's harder, harder than it should be
I’m missin' out
by wishin', wishin' what it could be
I'm in the clouds, you bring me home
I circle back again
through my mistakes and resentment
living in my head those days
way back then
I am down, you bring me home
YOU BRING ME HOME
I CAN REST, I'M SAFE
HOME
TAKE A BREATH, THERE'S GRACE
I lay my burdens at your feet
and you pick them up
I've got the sense to know I'm beat
when I've had enough
I am found, you bring me home
I force myself to stay
I'm not used to this refuge
and there's so much more to face
but I got you, I got you
YOU BRING...
I am found
I am found
I am found
you bring me home
YOU BRING...
JUST NOT FAIR
She thought it guaranteed entrance into the kingdom
she thought it guaranteed love in trade for all she'd bring them
turns out that was wrong, turns out that was wrong
it always seemed easier to go along and kinda lie
it always seemed easier to figure out what you might want
turns out that was wrong
and its uncomfortable, feeling like I let you down
and worry about, can you handle the feelings
AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR
NO ITS JUST NOT FAIR
she tried the best she could, thinking it would all be worth it
she took all she could take, hoping that her work would flourish
turns out that was wrong, turns out that wrong
seems like forever since she answered questions honestly
seems like forever, so long she doesn’t know who she is
AND ITS JUST...
turns out I was wrong
always saying yes to you
no matter what the cost was, worried what you thought of
turns out I was wrong
trying to be everything
dying to take care of you, never being really true
turns out I was wrong
so afraid to lose you
what I did to keep you, went against my values
turns out I wrong
AND ITS JUST NOT FAIR...
DONT BE SAD
you can walk, you can run, you can choose
how you want to do this
contrary to what you may believe
you can go, you can stay, you can take this pain if you want to
it's really up to you, what you wanna do
DON’T BE SAD, I CHOSE IT ALL
I DON’T KNOW WHEN YOU STOPPED AND I BEGAN
IT RUNS TOGETHER
SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE
I GREW UP, BECAME RESPONSIBLE FOR
My life, my dreams, my heart it would seem
I want to blame you, I can’t blame you anymore
I’m not the victim here no way, I'm not stuck but
I wanted to make it your fault, I thought it was
woke up and found out some of it was my own
DON’T BE SAD...
you can stand, you can fall, you can choose to struggle
or do everything with ease, you can be free
you can stick around or go
you are the only one whoever really knows
when it’s time to fold or hold your ground
when most would turn around, don’t be sad
it never was your fault like we were claiming
now we can choose, don’t be sad
it never was your fault
hold your ground, when most would turn around
don’t be sad, it never was your fault like we were claiming
now we can choose, don’t be sad
it never was your fault, like we are saying
from now on, from now on
SUCKERPUNCH
I see it brought your house down
right down to its knees
I know every card you played
recited all those pleas
YOU TAKE THE LAST BIT OF BREATH IN
SHORE IT UP, HOLD STOMACH IN
FOR THE SUCKERPUNCH, SUCKERPUNCH
you never knew what hit you
the tornado wind
I drag you under the stairway
we watch the walls cave in
YOU TAKE...
when you've tried it all
and nothing helps come in cuz
we remember how deep the bottom feels
we've been there and know that it heals
so, sit down and be with us
suckerpunch, suckerpunch
so, sit down and be with us
so, sit down and be with us
RETURNING TO THE SOUL
I'm here
I never would have imagined
It’s weird
I don’t know how it happened
Its misleading I can think I know but I really don’t
I'm needing reassurance down this winding road
LET GO AND EMPTY OUT
OF EVERYTHING I FEAR AND DOUBT
AND WHAT CAN’T CHANGE SO
TURN IT OVER, TO GREATER POWER
I'M RETURNING, RETURNING TO THE SOUL
RETURNING TO THE SOUL
I break
broken to be whole
my mistake
thinking maybe I control
and I'm tired and worn out ‘til I'm renewed
stop playing God but I forget sometimes and I get confused
LET GO...
let go and empty out
let go and empty out
broken to be whole again
empty to be full again
returning, returning to the soul
returning to the soul
returning to the soul
returning to the soul